Life is a delicacy waiting to be whipped up!

.this Mademoiselle.
2 Nov 88 is registered on my IC
my mum said i was a heavy lump.

This lump is now venturing into adulthood
and i'm bringing numerous friends along with me.
Some, who're already adults, dont act like they are
and dang, i know it'll brush off on me.

Life should be simple.
True, nutty, flavourful friends, a loving-yet-maddening, insane family, and
my EVERLASTING GOD.
plus my sexy husky Anouva. she's a bitchy babe.
AND an adorable bf. now that one premium cut meat!

Thing is:
Sometimes life isn't always like smooth chocolate, its nutty and chunky.
But that's the way good donuts are,
and once you've taken a whole mouthful,
you'll find life is manageable if you take it in bite-sizes!!

When i'm down,
i turn to my childhood food..
Chocolate teddies, Twix and Ice-cream will put sweetness back.
plus, His sweet love endures forever.
and He loves you too.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005 | 3:36 AM

~Carmen~ heys! today's weds. was late for sch. stepped in at 7.50 am...joce was even later den mi lar-she said it was raining 'cows and chickens' hence she couldn't leave her house. haix. on the big o result day i went home emotionally hollow. lyk i lost all my feelings- joy, happiness, disappoitmt, sadness, etcetcetc. i just felt....*snap* blank. i remembered cryin involved, huggin, laughin and it was lyk a maxium, estatic high and then, i plunged all the way down. if i cld, i'd show u a graph. and i can't believe at first i thot it was 'not bad', til i realised how amazingly low everyone else got...now i feel stupid. useless stupid. but not tt bad stupid...i mean, it's still betta then prelims i guess. wadeva it is or wherever i go, i'll giv thanks. =) and i wanna hug all my friends who did better and for those who didn't, hey! cheer up. *virtual hug* either ways u get a nice hug.
ohoh, but tues was great. went out wif chyi, isa, mel for i do i do. yes. lame. but funni in the nonsensical way. took neos and played pool. was fun. i guessed it does help relieve a certain tension...but when reality returns, it hits hard. damn.

so here i am.. still in the state of being emotionally void of feelings...need help.