Wednesday, August 15, 2007 | 5:13 AM
today mum finally asked, what are we gonna do abt the dog. the dog. how detached.
from the very beginning i knew, it was just too good to come true. Dad says our house is too small for a BIG dog. and THICK coats need aircond. he stated hes not paying. Mum is already so stressed frm office work and housework. if at anytime im not at home, she has to handle keiska. no doubt a puppy ll bring us joy, but i dun wan keiska to become a burden to her. Rie and Lyn SAY they want, but if they cant even take care of themselves, how more to attend to the needs of a pet who cant speak? if only there were mini mini huskies, i ll take her everywhere i go.
so just like that, i lost my companion. i never even had the chance to love her. to think i actually went to get bk, to check out prices of accessories. ha, how dumb.
excuse me i ll go cry with my Bible now. God, make me stand again.
You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless, like you’ve lost your fight
But you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright
‘Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you’re made of
You might bend ‘til you break
‘Cause it’s all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you’ve had enough
You get mad, you get strong
Wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand, then you stand
Life’s like a novel with the end ripped out
The edge of a canyon with only one way down
Take what you’re given before it’s gone
And start holdin’ on, keep holdin’ on
Every time you get up and get back in the race
One more small piece of you starts to fall into place.
Rascal Flatts. Stand.
Labels: everyone's emo
Monday, August 13, 2007 | 2:31 AM
third wk of sch. new module again, new lecturer again, gonna have new assignment again. things change so fast. faces and places, people, feelings.
but Daddy Lord is always here. Alive, in me =) 40DOP!
and Memories are forever. so s34, heres to cherishing ours.
this is MY High School Musical.
in front of peeps, i can sing dance prance around.
its a natural high not easily found.
because its all so clear
the name of perfect love drives away fear.
Labels: 05s34-eva
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 | 7:56 AM
so today we touched on a BROAD issue.
cai and jas saw tis cleavage baring girl frm our course and they went ' oh carm, u got competition..' excuse me i cant really bother la. and besides, a) shes not v hot b)shes not too pretty c)i hope she makes up by being nice and d) i STILL win.
the new lecturer is an angmoh lady, who laughs at her own jokes. but shes quite cute in tt sense. haha. but new module equals new proj. bash my head on the keyboard. we barely done part b. Nizam u better be reading that Spore fin instituion book like NOw!!! ha. btw hes my uber nice partner for uncle santaclaus assignmt.
theres a sad air going about. ppl feeling alone, ppl feeling down. who am i kiddin, i juz realised some truth. im in denial but when i get over it, i ll be sad. so they say anything can happen when u take a chance. and then they say it takes two to tango.
i really wanna whack those they.
sometimes u wished the person u love didnt exist, so it would spare u the pain.
and juz like wad i told kel, love would be hypothetical for me.
and then, theres always JESUS. who LOVES ME. no qns asked. =) and my heart sings again.
Labels: everyone's emo
Wednesday, August 01, 2007 | 5:34 AM
busy busy BUSY!mainly becos instead of waking at 10, i gotta be IN SCH at 10. but at least i hav so uber many frens mrt ing with me so its not lonely =)well, Day 1 was more of a 'HEYS! what class wer u frm?' kinda introduction, since so many of us hailed from tp. off my head - kel cai me jasmine shulin huijun ziling. for the econs and finance course. Our lecturer is an really nice santa claus kinda uncle,cept he jumps abt the slides and has his trademark DEEP coughs during lectures. maybe we should get him Woods' Peppermint. Project! abit too fast la -_-; we barely scraped the tip of the iceberg and we have to do fieldwork so soon. and uncle santa haven print guidelines out yet. Poor jasmine sprained her ankle in lecture today! it was rather comical though but hey blessing in disguise, there was a hero that got her an icepack and there was a free ride home! haha, hurrays for the new chauffer! jasmine, get better soon! =)new place, new faces,
laughs and surprises.
old friends, same bonding,
a subtle belonging.