Saturday, December 30, 2006 | 4:50 AM
..i will die a trans fat death..lyn had her bdae at Mcs. no rice no bread. lunch and dinner was nuggets and fries and coke. fyi everyone, i m workin at OG orchard again. no longer taka. stop tellin me u dun c me at taka. yar, duh. met up wif rie yesterday. shes workin in centrepoint wif myra! my walk home buddy frm tkg. <3>today was my off. i love offdays ALOT. time for myself. family. frens. doin wad i want. appreciating not working life. thanks shun for keepin my leavin cert and album for so long. thanks andy for ur card reader. and its not the cable. my usb is the screwed one. so ppl tt means further delay of prom pix. im so sori! but u all love me all the same ryte? lol =p
Casting Crowns: Stained Glass masquerade
Is there anyone that fails, is there anyone that falls
Am i the only one in church today feelin so small.
Cause when i take a look ard, everybody seems so strong
i know they ll soon discover, that i dont belong
so i tuck it all away, like everythings ok
if i make them all believe it maybe i ll believe it too.
so with a painted grin, i play the part again
so everyone will see me, the way that i see them
Are we happy plastic ppl under shiny plastic steeples
with walls ard our weakness and smiles that hide our pain.
But if the invitation s open to every heart thats been broken
maybe then we close the curtain
on our stained glass masquerade.
i cant look you in the eyes, bcos my weakness lies there.
so i ll stare at the skies, at the stars,
and think how their awesomeness compares with you.
Sunday, December 24, 2006 | 7:58 AM
today, 24 dec, Christmas Eve. and what am i doing? WORKING. its the most exploitative shyte, esp if u aint paid double, dont have replacemt leave and u get only 1 percent commision. plus i m giving my full day tmr and on the 26 too. but well every cloud, no matter how stormy has its silver lining and mine came from 7.5. or u crazy gals call him Steak. how crude. ppl boss sia. i cannot and still cant believe he approached and wished me Merry Christmas. and shook my hand. lol. and andrea laughed right out. and LOUD TOO. i was simply stunned. and rooted. plus i burnt up. well, Merry Christmas to u too, even though earlier i froze lyk some idiot wif wet, cold, calmy hands. now ok, stop laughing abt it, otherwise if his dolly gf comes and whacks u its not my biz. lol.tomorrow its Your Birthday! for all the years of endless love and for always being there. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! ilu forever and ever and ever..<3i dont want alot for Christmas there is juz one thing i need,
and i dont care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree,
i just want you for my own, more than u cld ever know,
make my wish come true, all i want for Christmas is...you..
i still havent watched Love Actually, how lagg...
Tuesday, December 05, 2006 | 7:00 AM
when you work, and theres no one to attend to, you have loads of free time. so ppl, new song.All i ve been seeing, the you that i ve lived with,
tell me its not a lie.
All i ve believed in, the you that i m loving,
baby dont let this become our goodbye.
Cause i know that you re real, and i know how you feel,
but sometimes the truth aint right.
So cant you drop that facade, and show me your heart,
and tell me for once, that i play a part.
i ll never forget, the look in your eyes,
when u were beside me, watching the sunrise.
so when the day ends, will you still hold my hand
or will i be lost, baby, when the sunset falls.
Saturday, December 02, 2006 | 7:32 AM
LIFE AFTER JC: its not about slacking, or snoozing around or hanging ard...or doing things on my to do list which includes watch serials, read books, go out... Firstly, went to HONG KONG. the so called mai dong si chi dong si place. ok the weather there is fab cos u dun need aircon. we visited Disneyland <3,>
then PROM. oh Beautiful Marvellous Magical night. except for the fact i wasnt Prom King.. neways took lotsa photos..but got crazy poses that i din manage to accomplish..shall live and regret tt. and bahs, my cable aint working so gotta borrow memory card reader.
JOB for those tt dont know, yes im working. yes they are gonna start deducting my cpf. grr. a miserly amount left but still, its money. my companys mersine corp, selling Trelivings beauty products. we get to use testers so i can expect beautiful skin soon? woo...gonna be posted at taka, will miss my og mates..just 2 days and we are playing lyk mad in the departmental store. of cos when no customers are ard..otherwise must grab and get commission ..
standing for so long really drains u..physically and mentally..we start talking to maniquinns...inanimate objects..singing the Christmas songs..losing our sanity in short.
still, its life.....
you never knew that right from the start,
you played the strings to my heart.