Life is a delicacy waiting to be whipped up!

.this Mademoiselle.
2 Nov 88 is registered on my IC
my mum said i was a heavy lump.

This lump is now venturing into adulthood
and i'm bringing numerous friends along with me.
Some, who're already adults, dont act like they are
and dang, i know it'll brush off on me.

Life should be simple.
True, nutty, flavourful friends, a loving-yet-maddening, insane family, and
my EVERLASTING GOD.
plus my sexy husky Anouva. she's a bitchy babe.
AND an adorable bf. now that one premium cut meat!

Thing is:
Sometimes life isn't always like smooth chocolate, its nutty and chunky.
But that's the way good donuts are,
and once you've taken a whole mouthful,
you'll find life is manageable if you take it in bite-sizes!!

When i'm down,
i turn to my childhood food..
Chocolate teddies, Twix and Ice-cream will put sweetness back.
plus, His sweet love endures forever.
and He loves you too.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005 | 5:55 AM

*~mic~*: yup. finally, i'm blogging. again!!! seems lyke this blog has been changed to carmen's blog-only carmen. but i dun care larh. anyway, got a lot of hw to pia, GP, Bio, Maths, Phy, Chem...practically everything. i'm feeling guilty here blogging on my com. cos i still got PW to discuss. feel tt my group members are starting to get bonded, tt's a nice thing to rejoice abt. i was or should i say tt the J1s were asked to set goals today. both long term and short term. my goal might seem crazy or unbelivable, but, yup, i wanna be a veterinarian. not juz any normal one. muz be an accomplished one. cos i'm materialistic larh. $$$, fame and power appeals to me the most. but then i dun think anybody can get rich from being a vet right? anyway, the entry requirements for vet science is triple science. feel lyke dropping phy at the moment. but i believe tt i ought to give phy another chance. cos i wanna prove tt female can also excel in tt bloody subject=)

another goal- to haf a solo musical performance. crazy right? but ya. feel tt learning music for >10 yrs and not hafing any performance is really a waste of time(& talents..wahaha). really lyke tt concert miss tan organise last yr(and the year be4). though i sucked, but the whole world seems to belong to u during the time where u touched the keys until ur hands leave them....wonderful. can nv get tt kind of feeling from being a vet.

back to vet dream. muz study for 5 yrs in Auz. money, shouldn't be a prob but i muz survive w/o mahjong for 5 yrs....hm. really challenges ur endurance.

i'm very ambitious...i got a lot of goals. A LOT!!! and almost all of them are those kind which are termed as "impossible". but if i'm willing to dream and persevere, then i will be rewarded right? not quite true for me... something cliche: the higher ur goals, the greater ur fall. i noe my friends will be there for me when i fall but living in a world wherby u fall everyday, all the time, ur life is kinda sad case right? might as well give up ur life cos u r juz wasting time of the others....

one more goal- if the vet thing is gonna fail me, i want a white collar job. one whereby all the pressure can crush u til u buay ta han.... love to work in pressurising conditions...then can excel.
but i shouldn't say it tt way, cos a goal= a destination tt u want to arrive at. so by setting this goal is juz to haf a safety net for myself. which i should not. right?

got loads more things to write. but can't....feel so resticted. wad a blog...