Saturday, July 30, 2005 | 5:44 AM
Michelyn just called. One of her close friend met with an accident, but they re not too sure cos the girl left a goodbye message. Just on Thursday Fabian called to cancel carrie s tuition. His cousin jumped from his block. I dont know what to say, to think, to do.. Why? It stumped me, had me reflecting. We take life as it is- for granted, but its only when something or someone is taken away from us then we realize how much it or they mean. They are so many things left unsaid and undone. And though I m not cryin now, a sadness is present within me. These are people who had a whole future in front of them, they threw it all away within a day. Have they known the Lord? Would things have been better if they had someone to turn to? I guess its too late, all we can do is pray. And to all my friends, even acquaintances, I wanna say I really treasure what we have, you may not thing u matter, but u do. Life is fragile, but the way u live it is your choice. Make a right choice cos there wont be time for regret.
Love, Hope, Faith, hold them tightly.
Life’s journey had barely started.
Angels fly because they take things lightly
Do you know the value of tears shed by those beloved?
People fade away. Memories forever stay.
This is life- the living and lived.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005 | 3:42 AM
Rockafest. I have no idea why we signed up at first. Chelle has great psycho ing powers. I really wanna thank the people that helped, lyk pam, my mommy and those who cheered us on, lyk azzie, vivian, joyce- whom I knew juz 2 days back, haha..and others present. I dint think much abt it but now i realize it was real nice & sweet of em. The harness felt rather weird at first, I felt like a horse being straddled up. And I noted I looked lyk a stuffed mashmallow tied with a rubber band. Ok, maybe not that bad..anyways I made it past
THE RED LINE. I am satisfied. But I thot if I d gone abit faster and not rested, I might haf gone even more. Qimin and Yanxia wer cute, it doesn’t matter how high we climbed, we had fun and Qi had her eye candy. And those 2 stupid tootheads by the fence that made fun of her *fuel* Yes! incident. Argh, how immature. Chelle said i was not bad considerin it’s the first time im touching the rock wall. Thanks =) though I noe you re lyin thru ur teeth, despite the frnt two havin dropped out and are still recuperating. But there wer lotsa pro ppl, esp those who climbed the other side for the finalist. Yeah.
In time to come,
We ll look back on these moments.
Laugh at our guts,
Then cry,
for these were times
truly golden. Cant believe im sayin tis but Rock sorta rocks. =p
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 | 3:38 AM
kel s birthday was a smash. i was surprised she totally din expect anything frm us..gal, u shud haf had ur guards up. well, no need to elaborate too much- memories are for keepin in the mind and heart. The heavenly brownie cake, with thanks to Qimin, the multi layer wrapper, and most of all, the CRICKET. so cute. cant beleve she was freaked by a small leave folded one. HAHAS. but well, Happy Birthday, our dahling ballerina.Angels Dance
Her footsteps are light, fancy and free.A ballerina exudes grace, charm, beauty.The dance mesmerizes with pure allure, Elegance and poise, we all adore. in purple, for kelly.
Saturday, July 23, 2005 | 6:19 AM
Sch s been good lately. There s been two training sessions, whereby kiren aka coach overloaded me with new data. New turn, new release, new steps. But i see the shots slowly maturing, more spin, more power, more spped, more impact. it rocks. and trainings are just pure madness. but its great. laughin lyk shit but learnin the tricks. yeah. cant wait for bowlin open.Dad came back today. yeah! finally, my music mentor..he taught me so much abt music, lyk who sang it, when, wad genre. unlyk mum. tt day, nicole kidman n ewan mcgregor came on Gold. and i was rather delighted. cos i think she sings great. so i went tis is Nicole Kidman. Nice song! On louder.. and mum was lyk stop shoutin lah. crazy arh? just a stupid song. dont u find urself very irritating? ......i bet if dad wer there he wud at least agree tt oh yar. nicole. hm. nice. was at tanah merah mrt and i realised how much it looked lyk the monorail at sentosa. hm. o_Q. but it was rainin. love the smell of rain. freshness. and my henna is slowly fadin. ha. the whole bunch of us did it and made a star. look at pic. so cool. sch. love it, hate it. i guess thats life.
| 6:17 AM

Unify...Henna-fy!
Sunday, July 17, 2005 | 10:42 AM
Yesterday was Wendy and Gabriel s wedding. It was really sweet and the whole church was fantastically done up. i felt super honoured to be a lil usherer gal, together wif yif, melvin and joyce. i'm really glad to be part of it cos i personally know both of em and they re fantastic role-models to look up to. the whole ceremony, esp the sword party had us in awe. the lil flower girls and ring-bearer were jus pure cuteness- they kept going ' i wanna see the kiss. why havent kiss?' lolx. and joyce was sayin how she wanted an army guy too, so she cld haf her own sword party..hm. which made me wonder how my own wld be. i definitely want the candles. and flowers. and cute lil kids. but tt s just thinkin too far..Basically, it was a real sweet & touchin ceremony..Thank God for the wonderful union of two beautiful souls. A few slow, baby stepsThats how it startsA long, slow, beautiful danceTo the beat of two hearts.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 | 5:34 AM
lotsa stuffs happened recently. eg: the seasports carn, which was crappy cos we went ALL THE WAY DOWN to show-face and zao-ed. and ive got skill..trashed chelle totally.
Bowling open s soon. and i think ive got my team. yeahs. training on friday. long awaited.
had chem spa today. calculations wer bad. & joy was goin on abt what she wud do since her life is over..and we kel, claire and i tried all ways to convince her it aint the end of the world. joked abt how she still had her big philipines hse. and all the mrs. joy-s laughed so hard my tummy hurt.
Good or badjoy or sorrowyesterday and tomorrow.Ups and downsemotional creatureknowin not the future.Pray and believefaith love and hope-its the only way to cope.
Saturday, July 09, 2005 | 6:58 AM
It’s 21:40. Tonite, cell is at Melvin s. Now. And I am at home, half-dead, with malfunctioning nose and throat. THIS SUCKS. Knowing there s cell now and not being there. Esp since it’s a new cell..well, for me, at least. Plus the dude has a pool table at home. Draws breath..hm. Rich kid.
Our PW is super screwed. Physical remediation of oil spills using fibre and fishscales. Went to Joy s place, was supposed to do the expt, but Jag who has the seawater, din come. Rite. Ok. So I basically wasted time at her house slacking, but it was a real girlie paradise- I mean her room is pink. And her cabinet is filled with trinkets, braclets, pendants, perfume, make-up and all. To top it off, a super fluffy pinky bed that is ever-so-light and comfy it makes u wanna sleep once u lie down. And all the woody furniture. If there was a termite infestation both our houses wud be gone.
You re never that far
Your attitude s ever too cool
And when you stare
Its like you see thru me
I dont know if u care
But my heart s not to fool
I never knew itd be that hard
To love a star