chelle said her pastor s wife had a vision...another disaster is to strike and tis time, spore wont be spared. i know Heaven awaits, but even joy says she would feel scared talkin facetoface with God. i think i wont be scared cos He knows me inside out..there wont be the need to hide. but i will feel guilty for all the frens that i havent shared the Gospel with. my grans, dad, friends... no tears past the pearly gates, yes, i know, but knowing they arent arnd, can we possibly not feel hurt? we ll miss them still. More time. Father, we need more time. Please.......
Tuesday, October 25, 2005 | 4:04 AM
The skies turned pitched dark at 2pm today. I suppose it rained on other parts of the world too. Maybe there had been some drought somewhere and God is salvaging the situation, saving the Earth, from man s destruction. It seriously is appalling to find that the world is in such detriments becos of what we do. Us. Humans. Ruining our home, bit by bit. It s no surprise we ll all die sooner or later. Man would drive himself to extinction.
Tomorrow we re attempting dry run. But I can t really be bothered, knowing there are much more significant events that require more immense and immediate attention rather than some stupid project work. Friends, we all need to pray. We have no idea how much He loves us, how He wants to just hear us say we believe...Right now.
Tis is yet another style, no rhyme, more prose. Enjoy and tag ur comments.
The glare of neon signs pierce thru Nights darkness-
Artificial, Superficial, utterly Unnatural.
Nightlife- the lies, the lust, the chaos.
From here, everything seems insignificant below me.
Cold winds caress my face... I feel nature s pain.
The dire state this world thrives in, what worth remains in life itself?
Man- their insatiable hunger, thirst for power, ruining all they possess.
Look at the demise they single-handedly brought upon themselves
Their tribulations, they have but themselves to thank.
I draw a deep breath...Man...
I leap and reach out for the skies, spread my wings,
Return to the Lord’s side. In the end, He will judge.
Thursday, October 20, 2005 | 6:00 AM
And we all thought we could have a breather after promos. How very wrong. BAM!! Theres WR deadline and BAM!! Oral presentation. Double-whammy. Poo. Kel I hope u read tis: on the way home, the kid sittin next to me on the bus resembled her j2 guy SO MUCH. The hair, the eyes, the slouch.. but abit more tanned. Ha. Lower sec. Oh, Kel doesnt mind younger guys..hm. o_Q?
My ass is hurtin, probably cos I din really stretch yesterday before bowling. Was with Clara, Andy, Marcus and Boonhwee. Thank God Kieran wasnt there or he wud haf skinned me alive for the crappy scores..Neway, happy news- bought Michelyn, Sandra and Huiyi’s presents all in a day. There goes ALL my savings. Clara’s got similar taste and from that ridiculous video andy took, we even walk the wif same strut..freaky? Haha.
Chelle, Joy and Kel came over last wk to swim. It was hysterical!! With all the piggy-back fightin, projectile spittin, underwater hand-stands and forward rolls plus the gymnastic contortions. Joy is seriously too fair. And they all got nice skinny legs..UNFAIR!! haha..and I just know they’re goin ‘your legs are fine!!’ =p I love all you gals!!
I m tired of chasing pretty rainbows
And sick from spinning round.
I m gatherin all the shattered dreams,
At the feet of the Lord I’ll lay them down.
He never said we d see only sunshine
He didnt say there d be no rain.
He only promised a heart full of singing
At things that once brought pain.
Broken dreams, wounded hearts
I m giving them to You Lord.
Nothing else left, I played my part
Father, these...do to Your accord.
| 6:00 AM
yup, she is mad...
| 5:59 AM
carrie looks constipated..spastic sisters!!
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 | 4:12 AM
..swim and swing..splash and creek..
Wednesday, October 12, 2005 | 5:07 AM
And the results are in. ok. Not good. Major improvemts for math, minor for chem. And phys dropped. Oops. Sorry Mr. Khor. Its freaky seeing ppl around breeze thru promos. They go ‘oh, cannot make it lah die, I love 06SXX’ and they end up with C or higher. Jeremy says can promote cos his yr had ppl promotin with only ao s. and the conditional thing is just lame, telling us to work hard. Ok, if he says so, he s the j2. happiness overwhelmed both me and kel. =D
Watched Corpse Bride yesterday with my bowlers; brought carlynne. It was humorous seein how she reacted to them. Funniness. She says she likes cindy and clara, as well as the ‘uncle’. Haix. Congrats to uncle chee jeng then, can go buy 4d le.
I prepared two packets of tissue today, din require them though. Thot I was gonna cry lyk mad but I din. Yeah! Amen! For the strength, the hope, the grace. Neways, it led me to think about tears, about cryin. Lyk when watchin Stairway to Heaven, or when I heard the news of innocent children dying due to terrorist attacks, or thinking about how there were children who would never see their parents ever again, or simply when I’m cutting onions for dinner. Here goes. Note, it spells teardrops and it’s a poem. Woohoo.
Teardrops are but expressions of what we feel inside.
Each cry helps a little, when there s nothing left to hide.
Ask why yourself if there s meanin, a good reason to cry.
Relate a story, a song, and cry yourself dry.
Draw strength from unity or let insanity destroy
Reminisce of the past, or simply tears of joy.
Or maybe for the children dyin everyday
Passer-bys look on, but simply go their way.
So ask yourself if tears you re sheddin are really worth their cost, or for the unchangeable, things already lost.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005 | 11:07 PM
promos are nearly over. yes! but knowin i might possibly be retained...*sigh*. but it seems many pthers are feelin the same way. tp. how cld standards possibly be high compared to others?? i dunno, phys mcq tmr. betta do well. or i cld be considerin poly courses with claire..cant bear the thot of leaving. poly seems so grown up. maybe.. ..it is time to really grow up.. SMILE so the world wont see you cryDANCE so they cant feel the passion witherSING so they dont hear you sighLAUGH so they dont know you re hurtin insideACT cause life isnt realLEAVE before love inflicts another scar...again.
