Wednesday, May 30, 2007 | 11:01 PM
heys all! figured my blog would be the fastest way of giving everyone a detailed explaination of why i was hospitalised, wad happened and the scoop inside an Operating Theatre. cool huh.
place: Costa Sands Pasir Ris, ObS35sians chalet, which they kindly invited me to. =)
so yes, thru the night, losta crazy stuff went on, Vodka, Baileys with ice cream (todiefor), midnight walk, illegal midnight swim, watching drunk ppl (no reference to jasper) get high and sleeping all over the place. estatic Crap =p
so fast forward to morning, the sun was barely out and i got hungry. no hangover, jus a growling tummy and i decided to dig for food. in the freezer. yes, i agree wif puay- it was BrainLESS. and some kook, i suspect daryl, put the FnN cherryde halfway on top of the freezer door and BAM, it mashed my toe when i opened the door.
it was dark, everyone was sleepin, so i juz used the carpet and applied pressure. of course it was PAINFUL but no, i didnt cry. mummy dearest taught us never to cry over stupid things.
then i heard terrence stirring, and the 1st thing he said was Fcuk. i feel like shit. haha, horrid hangover..then he noticed me writhing in a corner. u ok? what happened?
i wanted to go Yea, fine, juz a stupid bottle. but then my vision blurred and my hearing became muffled. i couldnt hear wad jer was saying. then i realised shit, it was BAD. People stared waking up and freaking out. Puay, Jer, Tom accompanied me and my ice packed toe to CGH A&E. took Xray and all. pls note that thru it all, i WAS STILL HUNGRY. poor tummy.
honestly, i didnt think one toe would require so much drama- the hospital stay, the Op, wadtheheck a BONE FRACTURE?? i am officially boycotting FnN. mayb juz cherryade.
ok, next exciting part, OPERATION!! my surgeon was a funny dude. tis is in the OT.
hi, so u re carmen? ok, lets see, i'm juz gonna chop off your toe.
er, ok..
nah jus repairing the tissue. hold tis, its your new nail. hands me prosethetic white nail.
after the anestatic, i promise there ll be 100 percent no pain.
he s such a LIAR. i felt stinging in the later half of the op lah. and i was going owOwOWW.
i could feel movement on my toe. skip tis para if u re not feeling too good..first they snipped off the extra flesh. then washed the blood away, cut all over my toe so they could extract the chipped bone bits, there was tink tink tink in the metal basin. my calcium i suppose. then he sewed up the minced ba chor to become meatball. NINE stitches. its gonna be crap when he removes it. and he put on my fake nail to cover the open wound. refer pics below.
the theatre is really like wad u see in the drama serials, 2 big flash lights, sophisicated equipment, ur bp reading, etc. kinda cool but then again, i NEVER wanna go back. urgh.
BIG THANKS to o6s35sians generally, for ur concern, i m ok now. come visit soon!
to Puay, Jer, Tom for carrying tis 50kg meatbag to the cab and being with me thru the registratn and all. Puay esp, i cant say thankyou enough, cos despite ur back condition and fever u still went ahead. Jer for takin my bag and payin the stuffs for me, will return the rest to u soon!!
to teresa michelle jasper terrence da wei for gettin my stuff, offerin to come w me and the icepacks and first aid. the nurses said it helped.
to alvin sam and above for the phone calls which really made me smile. alvin, i hope ure ok now, cos u sounded really scared on the phone.
to Mich and Sand who rushed down to hospital to visit me. =)
to s34 ppl who are supposed to visit me today.
to Chyi whose coming tmr. whee.
to all who msged and entertained me durin my stay in the hospital..
okok, so tag ppl, itd really make my day! thanks for all your concern!! <3s
last but not least, Daddy Lord, cos His Grace sustained me and His Spirit kept me strong thru it all. =)
now, i gotta crawl. u all tc k!!
when im weak You make me strong, when im blind You shine Your light on me,
cos i ll never get by living on my own abitlity.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 | 7:14 AM
sometimes, words just arent enough to bare ur thoughts and feelings, but heres the closest i got.never doubt the power of friendship. and Happy Birthday Cus. i believed all of us there that night do feel tis..
It hurts to know u re hurting,
because u re special in my heart
and the pain that u are feeling
is tearing me apart.
but know that when u need us,
we ll always be right here,
to chase away the fears
and wipe away the tears.
its true we might not comprehend,
its not our lives afterall,
but always know here s our hand
regardless of any fall.
If ever you need us,
we re one step behind,
never missing a footstep,
to learn what s on your mind.
Know you re never alone,
through all adversity,
For by your side through and through
Is where we ll always be.
Friday, May 04, 2007 | 7:38 AM
there are 4 kinds of definitions for 'BUG'a. insectb. error in computer prog c. concealed micd. obessionthankyou Oxford for providing that. for these past few days, i ve dealt with ALL 4 forms of BUG. suddenly ants have decided my wooden frame for the kitchen door is a great place for nesting. and then before it rained a cockroach ran in for shelter. in MY house. it has nvr happened for the past 3 yrs. urgh.2nd bug. dad says one of my photos is causing the com to screw up. some bug inside my file. huh? and my internet s gone mad as well, havin log in problems. and it keeps closing my MSN. so sori ppl if i die on u k.3rd bug. CONCEALED MIC. tis might be the scariest bug of all. i juz found out the Mersine shop phonetracks all convo nos and time. which means the pyschotic boss knows our every second spent breathing into the phone. GASP!4th OBESSION. thank God its not me. just a crazy snr who desperately wants me to intro girls. WADISWRGWITH YOU??? i cant sabotage my frens. i hope he dun see tis. but well, i already told u its a crazy manic thing and im not takin part in it.oh yar, theres a 5th bug. Virus bug. i m safe from tt. Thanks Daddy Lord =) lets make some memories,
and steal a piece of time.
embrace each coming day
yet hold unto whats yours and mine.
